I don't deserve you

Okey I am leaving everything and the very thought of you. You will not understand what happened to me today when you just not looked at me. I was dying for a look and you just don't care. I think I am just going to be mad and I am in a onesided love and I don't think I deserve your love and thus I am just a big loser. I am ugly,shy,introverted piece and I just don't deserve to be in people. I think I have friends but it is my misunderstanding. I have only acquintances and no friends. In that way I am just a loser and nothing else. I wasted my time just looking for you here and there. I thought that a bit of you wanted me. I thought that you like me as much as I do. But,today everything changed and now I know that it was just a misunderstanding that is common in a one sided love. I still admire you as a person. And I am not writing this thing because I hate you but because I hate myself. I deserve to be hated. People just ignore me. They don't love or hate me. I am saying a sad goodbye to this small misunderstood,one sided love story and I request you to please stop me to not to start it again.

Let me introduce myself

Since I am an introvert and shy as well I am not going to tell my name,age,place but I will share my life's story and I know no one is interested but I don't care and I will try to write regularly.

I go to college and live in a hostel(You got my age). I love reading books,surfing web and day dreaming. I want to start my own company and I don't want to marry other than a girl I like most. I am an introvert and shy to talk to strangers and would rather die than talking to a group of girls.

I don't know what is wrong with me but I am sure I am not alone and if you are like me I would like to know your views so please do comment. And please forgive any bad spelling as I am typing from my mobile.

Let the journey of an introvert begin.